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Sunday, November 26, 2006

confused or am i just over doing it?

I followed hubby to meet his old friends today. A guy and a lady both was his ITE friends. Well, i can see that they really do talk alot.. and really had lots of stories to tell. They are very fun people to talk with . was laughing all the way throughout the meet. Well, the thing thats still caught in my mind was the guy told me something like i was lucky to have him now.. coz last time he would scold his gf if he found them did some other things with other guys.. When we reached home, i asked about it again, and he doesnt seem intrested and told me that was just a joke frm his fren. Ya, i know they joke alot, real lot.. but somehow, i don't feel like that was a joke. I could see that there's soeme kind of expression on his face when his fren said that. Its as if there's something he did but he didnt want to reveal. Well, to me i really don't mind even if he only tell me now. Cause all i want is honesty. Afterall, im already married to him. What's past let it be the past.I JUST WANT TO KNOW. Im just too curious that sometimes my curiousity can make me lose my mood. Like now. hurh... and soon after i questioned him, he went to sleep. Infact now, still.. sleeping.. haiz..

urgh... i just hate this feeling but i just can't keep it away frm me.. actually i have forgotten about it just now, but when i sit quietly by myself and there it goes again. my brain suddenly became so strong. haiz...

i want to.. cause its making my head go hay-wire.. but i just cant.......

-_-

Myself & I

  • Junisa aka. Juny
  • Female
  • 30th June 1990 [17]
  • Married
  • Singapore - Woodlands
  • SLPS then MSL Now - Thames
  • Loves : Baby Khalisah, Hubby, Mum and Dad..
  • Favourites : Listen to music, read books, study.. [ but i'm sucha cnnt make it]

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